By Sarah on Wednesday, June 27, 2007

So Sarah is not allowed to walk anywhere near a mall or mass grouping of stores over the summer.  Why you ask?  Clearance.  I've a weakness for sales.  For some reason every time I see a clearance sign I have to go rummage.  I always get good deals but sometimes it's not something I need. 

I went to pick up Scott's skin care products at Bath and Body.  They were still have their seasonal sale so I ransacked the 75% and 50% sections.  I walked out with a busting bag of $50 in products.  Then I past the Victoria Secret.  It just re-opened in our mall so I thought I'd see the re-design.  Semi-annual sale...uh oh.  $100 later on my Angels card and I now had 2 busting bags.

Then I saw the 50% off sign at the American Eagle store.  Now normally I'm not a huge fan of their type of clothing, but again signage meant I had to look.  $40 gone in that store spent on 3 hipsters, a dress and a hoodie.  Now the main reason I went out was to get $30 in Scott's supplies for him and a book.  I'm now at almost $200 in damage and still yet to get the book.

When I headed over to Barnes and Nobles I saw several books, one was bargain price though!  *sigh*  Oh Sarah.  I think I need an intervention.

Current Mood:  Excessive

By Sarah on Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Holy fucking nightmare.  I have not had a dream in a long time that went so badly, one where I couldn't change what I was dreaming about or rip myself awake from it in time.  I woke up at 5:30am this morning sobbing uncontrollably.  I couldn't fall back asleep until 30 minutes later, after I had stopped crying.  Once I did fall asleep it only felt like I had slept for 10 minutes.  The cats thought I was having a panic attack or something.

Needless to say I'm very tired today and have puffy eyes.  I don't want to go into great detail on the dream because it apparently freaked me out.  Actually I think I was freaked out because I was not able to correct it the way I wanted it to go and thus the feeling of impending doom overcame me.

I dreamt, and I'm not sure who did what or how it got there, but Scott and I went our separate ways.  It was around this time, right before we were to be married.  I woke up after a "one year span" of the dream.  Bad, bad, baddie, bad, bad.  Let's just say I didn't take it well.

Maybe the wedding is getting to me and the stress of my job?  I was working on wedding things yesterday... I don't know but whatever brought that thought on I don't want to do that again.

Current Mood: Fatigued

By Sarah on Monday, June 25, 2007

No it's not winter, but it sure feels like it in here!  It's gorgeous outside and I'm stuck to a desk where our office air is set to mega-freeze.  I'm wearing jeans but my arms are exposed, thus I'm a Popsicle.  I'm cuddled around my tiny cup of tea hoping that with my wall, which is against the street, will provide me with some warmth.

Oh and I still have nothing from my bosses to accomplish that is worth more then 5 minutes of time.

Current Mood:  Crabby

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Update: Tea helped.  Still five hours of nothingness left.

By Sarah on Monday, June 25, 2007

Ok, so not all that exciting of a weekend but there was much accomplished off of the to-do list.  Lots of little pending things that needed to be wrapped up, things of that nature.  Of course now with the wedding kicking into full spin, the next month will feel like nothing is getting done.

Saturday we had the chance to get to know our new neighbors a little better.  James and Jill have been two doors down since about March.  We've seen them to say "hi", but our separate households are on different schedules to have done more than that.  They had their house warming on Saturday so we toured their home and met some of their co-workers.  They were very lucky they came into a home that already had a lot done to it, but Jill has put in her fair share of re-decorating.

Dropped the boy off at the airport Sunday.  This week will be a little lonely but I'll use it to crack down on the wedding list.  Friday we have our first summer day closed at work.  I'll be using that day to get all of the errands taken care of.  That way Scott and I can focus on togetherness this weekend!  And wedding, always with the wedding.  It's like living in a rotating bubble!

Current Mood:  Anxious

By Sarah on Friday, June 22, 2007

It's a Friday.  It's only 12:30pm.  I'm already doing that zoning out eyeball thing.  I can't research hosting companies anymore.  I refuse to track down my bosses in order to get my emails answered.  Work is making me tired and I've still got things to do later. 

Five O'clock Five O'clock Five O'clock Five O'clock

You think if I chant it enough it'll get here faster?

Current Mood:  Spacey